afraidtowant:

I hate face-down ass-up unless you’re fucking me with the strapon, unless you’re in a full-on dominant swing.  I feel so used and degraded like that that I can’t look at you with any passion in my face, only humiliated submission to my deepest secret.  And when I straddle your legs on my hands and knees, I can’t enjoy being fucked fully without the ice-embarrassing idea of dirtying you.  

This… this I like much better.  When I know you can see me and I can look at you.  When your hands are free to explore me, to lick a nipple while I struggle to accommodate a larger toy, or to simply hold it in with a knee while you whisper dirty prophecies into my neck.

freewillredemption:

just needed a little help